nervous

really nervous. for my standards. although those seem to have changed since school. I don't even feel better after the internet told me that with an IQ of 138 I'm a "superbrain" *lol* somewhere along the way I stopped trusting the net. hm... without wanting to brag... maybe it's true? maybe me being a total idiot when it comes to maths and logic is evened out by my sense of language?? who knows! all I know is that this moment I decided to take my 138-brain for granted and pull this through tomorrow. I'm gonna win win win. I have to. I want to.
I'm going to impress them like few have done before, because this is what I want - it's the only thing I could really imagine doing for the rest of my fucking life :)

positive thinking rules!