mystery
and we keep hurting each other
for no and every reason ...
Chances just don't come
Round again
Not like this
First a laugh
Then a kiss
In my day
Not too bad
But too real
To go away
indigo girls always catch me again
there was a calling that said if joy then pain... (and this is it, nads! this is my "sick joy", it's just how - my? - life is and that's the most beautiful thing about it.)
i think I'm passing the sign that is saying: highway to ego trip
unfortunaly ego trips always end at the gates of hell
and I so don't wanna go there ... not now. not yet. not me.
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told you i was sorry about that post :( ill go sulk in the corner......ok im back... omg yesterday omg...u dont understand i started drinking at 8pm and it went on all the way till 4am! I wasnt piss out of my mind but i jus constantly had a drink towards the end i started drinking beer... how low can i sink? ;) but yea it was a bit of an achievment! Hi im nads no i dont have a problem with alc, just without!"
Kiss xoxo
"kein alkohol ist auch keine lösung..."
LOL
I had a small beer last night. reparaturseiterl. I could actually drink it. amazed, I am! (i know, yoda is back). anyway, it helped. came home at 1 am and studied til 3. I'm so proud of myself now...
anyway, mum was here, took me shopping cause I just can't carry so much stuff without a car. had a cup of tea and a nice chat. my mum's great.
okay, end of rambling.
nads, I miss you sooo much! i don't even know the sound of your voice anymore *sniff* come on home, baby!
c ya :)
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