150 pages of Love, Ellen in one sweep.
I think I'm gonna try and find it in german to give it to my mum. yeah, I know that's sappy, but after all even I haven't come to terms yet with my sexuality, so how should she? let alone my dad, who is still firmly in denial - or some other ignorance thing similar to that - and I think for the moment he likes being there. things have to change.



but now I'm going to bed. only 6 hours left :(