May 17, 2005

'He said, "Ani, you've gotten tough."'

I guess I've gotten tough as well lately. But what's the alternative? With that mess in my life. Invisible pressure I can neither lift off nor get rid of by doing the supposedly right things. And while I'm stuck in the middle, those tears that are not coming. For more than a month now. And as a result: procrastination. Procrastinating to avoid work, sleep, thought, friends. Basically procrastinating to avoid life. And soon Ellen will be right as I will be procrastinating procrastination. Watch me do it.

Can someone please come over and just get my life straight for me?
Cause I'm so tired of being your saviour.

3 comments:

Anonymous said...

i am getting tired of my life too. with long working hour. with no personal time. with the love one gone. with everything i do not have. everyday keep crying and complaining is useless. but that me.. what else i can do?

mccutcheon said...

who are you?


I'm not tired of my life. I actually do like it most of the time. even now. it's just a little.. annoying. that's all.

Anonymous said...

One might grow a little tough/sharp on one end, but at the same time usually a softer side opens up somewhere else. And not everyone can see everything...