baby can I hold you

The single horrible thing about finding the love of your life is the fear of losing it on account of events beyond your control, like death. actually death is the only thing which could do that. and I still fear it. and I can't seem to be able to stop it. I do get better at it, but sometimes it gets hold of me and I can't shake it off. But then again the solution is so very simple: if she ain't anymore than I'm not gonna last more than the time I need to finish it properly. it just wouldn't be a very nice ending. too hollywood for my taste. so I'd pick the non-dramaesque over it any time.